Sunday, October 21, 2007

Ok, let's fight!!

Ok, J Land, I'm back tonight and I have quit, rattling my cage!! I lost my reason  for reasoning,last night but I think I have found it again. So, I'm ready for a good hard fight, with this cancer. It seemed like The Lord told me, Hey, Barb!! After, I've given you the strength to overcome, losing both parents and your only sibling plus getting you through the first battle, now, you are doubting Me? I feel so ashamed. How could I doubt? I'm so blessed with so many things, my children and grandchildren, a roof over my head, food, clothing and such great friends. I am able to get up, every morning, I can walk, smell, see and hear, how often I take these things for granted!! My Precious Lord, forgive me. Ok, now to fight my fight. Tomorrow I go for a PT, actually a blood test and I start back on chemo, Tues. Chemo,  once a week , every  3 weeks then off 3 weeks. I'll do my best to keep my journal, updated, as often as I can. Many thanks for all the positive love and prayers, that have been sent my way. You are all angels, to me. So, until our keyboards, touch, once again, may God bless and keep you safe, Hugs,Barbara

10 comments:

Anonymous said...

You Go Gurl!!!!
That the way, get in there & FIGHT!
Sending prayers.
Love ya,
Sugar

Anonymous said...

You were fine. We can be strong in faith and still get beaten down at times. We are only human. As God says... "Put on your armor". Please know that you are in my prayers. Janie

Anonymous said...

WOO HOO!!!  THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKIN' ABOUT!!!!  You GO GIRL!!!!

Joann

Anonymous said...

Praying for you as you head into battle.  Stay strong and be easy one yourself!  Hugs,TerryAnn

Anonymous said...

That's the spirit, Barb. Keep fighting, we're all with you :-)

Anonymous said...

Hooray, glad to see your spirits are up today.  Hugs, Tells x

Anonymous said...

That positive attitude will get you through this...again.  Be strong, and know your friends will be with you in spirit during your chemo...Jae

Anonymous said...

with you being this way (positive) it is uplifting and inspirational.
Gem :-)
http://journals.aol.com/libragem007/collage/entries/2007/10/22/today./1725

Anonymous said...

stay strong dear one:) God has ahold of you

Deb

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