Saturday, December 23, 2006

The shock

Monday, December, the 18, 2006, I awoke as usual and preceded to begin my day. I have emphysema and wasn't concerned, as I began my morning coughing. Soon through, I was staring at bright red blood , that I was coughing up. Oh no, I thought, I have to call my doctor. I did and was told to get to the hospital for lung x rays.The next day, I was admitted to the hospital, for a broncoscopy. Right after the broncoscopy, my doctor told me, Barb, it looks like cancer. What!!! Had I heard him right??? He said for me to come into his office on Friday, December, 22, 2006 for the results. I went to his office, understandably nervous but with courage in what I had to face. He said, that during the procedure, I was coughing and bleeding so much that I would have to have another broncoscopy on Jauary the 9th.  He also said that he is 95% sure that it is cancer .Today is December the 23, 2006. I will follow this up soon.

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Anonymous said...

Just stopping in to welcome you Barb. Your in my prayers on the smoke. (I'm Cherokee) Please let us know soon how you are and keep us updated. (Hugs) Indigo

Anonymous said...

Welcome to J-Land. Sorry, it has to be under such sad news. Tomorrow is Christmas Eve, I'll be keeping you in my prayers, it's the time for miracles.
Did you Dr say if he thought it was lung ca, or bronchial ca, or what? Soon as you get the results back please let us know!
Keeping you in my prayers & thoughts.
Sugar
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Anonymous said...

hey barb,

we all here are each other sounding boards..we are here for you. prayerswill be sent for you. Think and act positive! a positive attidue is the main thing.
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God bless!


patty

Anonymous said...

Wow!! What a wonderful welcome to Jland. Thanks all and I will keep you posted on the lung cancer reports. Love to all,Barb

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry for you. I have been scared that is what the doctor is going to tell me when I go back for my endoscopy in Janurary. I was told a few months ago that I had cancerous cells in my colon, but the test wasn't very good. So I have to do it again. I just have to have faith God will be with me and get me through it. You have to do the same. Many people have beat cancer and so will we. Eat healthy and think positive.  Take care of yourself and try not to worry, it just makes you feel worse. And welcome to Jland, there are good people here.
God Bless,
Liz in Va.
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Anonymous said...

Hi barb, Deb sent me over to say hello and give support.  I have never had cancer, but have had a close family friend who went through something very similar to what you are going through now.

my prayers are with you,

tina
http://journals.aol.com/pippa1116/SteelMagnolia

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Welcome to J-Land... keep smiling we are all here to help you through this.  We can be your shoulders when you need.
I see you love animations, that is great.  If you use file manager instead of AOL pictures they will stay moving in your journal :)
Yell if you need help.
d
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Anonymous said...

Hi Barb, welcome to J-Land. I'm praying for you that this isn't cancer but if it is we're all right hear with you. Jeannette xx  http://journals.aol.co.uk/jlocorriere05/Welcometomytravels/  

Anonymous said...

Barb ~
Welcome to Jland....I can tell you from personal experience that Jland is full of supportive and caring people.
Sending you lots of prayers!

Gretchen
http://journals.aol.com/ksgal3133/LivinginSavannah2

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Anonymous said...

Hello Barb.  My name is Pam. I  was sent over via Deb's journal.  I wanted to wish you the best.  I'm sure you are so scared but know that we will be here to give you encouragement anytime.  The people here are great.  You will grow to love them.  
Pam

Anonymous said...

Hi i have come over from Debs journal. Welome to Jland. If i can i will be one of many that adds support to you.
love and hugs
katie
http://journals.aol.co.uk/katie39041/KATIESDIARY/

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry about your lung x rays, sure hope things turn around for your,  DIANE

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Anonymous said...

Hey there....
Welcome to Jland....
I am so sorry to hear your news....Keep the Faith....
and never lose hope...keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
I have saved your journal to my fav's and will be back...I am leaving a link to mine if you want to visit sometimes.
Merry Christmas to you and your family.

http://journals.aol.com/chevyz71gurl74/Youthinkyouknowbutyouhavenoidea

Hugss.~Terri~

Anonymous said...

Well, I've made it through our family get together. I didn't know how I would feel facing all my children and grandchildren but I carried it off. All the time, my thoughts would stop and I'd think..is this the last Christmas?I managed to keep those thoughts at bay and have a wonderful Christmas. I really think I did a good job. Thank You God. Merry Christmas all. Barb